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What did I do wrong?
Why am I to be punished for everything?
I pray to you everyday, I am a loyal devotee
But, what happens to me is never good.
Everything I have loved has left me.
I have had faith in you for everything.
You gave me a lifetime scar, I took it with a smile
You separated me from my family, I took it as your decision
You barred my education, I had faith on you Oh Father
You have made the only man I ever loved, to love someone else. I took that too I accepted.
I'm lonely
I tried to die & come to you, but you didn't allow that too.
What do you want?
How many more problems do I have o deal with alone?
Where have I sinned you?
I weep before you, Oh Father!
Give me rights to be happy or take your child to you, away from this world in your arms.
*weeps & sleeps*
God says "Child, I made you very soft & vulnerable Then I realized that you wont be able to survive in this world. I gave you tests to make you strong and independent. You shall get all what you want. You don't have to as to be in my arms. My arms are always around you, little one"
This post is written for Magpie Tales - Mag 291
Like the book of Job... I wonder i life is just unfair sometimes.
ReplyDeleteMany a times its unfair, but i feel it might look unfair until something different happens in our favor.
DeleteWhatever happens happens for good type
Agree! I often have to remind my self: "God's time, not mine." But soooooo hard!
DeleteI do that too
DeleteAnd also sometimes realized that whatever has happened did happen for the good
I got much more than I imagined, I got what I deserved. God's way of saying, it was worth the wait rightkid
I think life is just unfair, after all look at the odds. Lol! Nice take!
ReplyDeleteIt was meant to be unfair,
DeleteBut, i the end its all well
Such familiar sorrow, it is always something I can never understand, dear God.
ReplyDeleteIts God, miracle, destiny who knows. Its just complicated
DeleteSuch a lament , but i have no doubt that your reactions to it all are mostly classy
ReplyDeleteReactions are just human.
DeleteI am after all, one among all
A lifetime scar...most of us have one...
ReplyDeleteAll of us do. I agree
DeleteI have never liked the idea that we are forged by God with life being the instrument, the forge have you, of his will...
ReplyDeleteWe are here by his will
DeleteAlive breathing, being loved, being hurt because of him
she did no wrong- she just thought she did.
ReplyDeletedon't we all blame ourselves atleast once
DeleteI connect to this very strongly. Its hard to struggle and wait for perspective. Im not good at it. I chafe under my impatience. Somehow...time makes it right in the end. Thanks for writing this, thanks for sharing
ReplyDeleteMichael
DeleteWe all sail in the same boat, we just havent seen each other
An engaging piece of writing covering questions that so many of us ask God on a regular basis. What did I do to end up in a hell such as this? But there is always a plan and this part of life is a mere prelude of what is to come - far better than we can ever imagine - if we live our lives as we are supposed to.
ReplyDeleteI so agree with you Bee
DeleteThanks for dropping by :-)
you made such an awesome sense of this pic! amazing! God's reply gave peace to my heart as well :)
ReplyDeleteThank you ANkita,
DeleteYour comment is indeed special. Glad to make someone's day god